I do not feel bad today, but I do not feel good either. The title sums up my mood. I am just blue. I know a lot of people love and care about me - I know; but there is still a space I long to fill. The space for love. It has been empty for over 2 1/2 years now... I wish today could be spent with someone cuddled up under my new electric blanket. Quiet and warm!
This time has been a little bit better. I am still very restless, but that should be passing in a day or so. It makes it tough to rest.
I have been able to eat better this time around. Maybe tomorrow I will feel even more like myself.
I have made the best out of today I do believe! I was able to eat some cereal and enjoyed a game of Scattergories with Mom and Dad! :)